Tuesday, December 31, 2013

Kiss my ass 2013 \m/


2013, by far, had been the most difficult year of my life. During the whole of last year I found myself hanging on to survive through sudden unemployment, promises made in bad faith, a-hole bosses, major career changes, incessant financial woes, law school setbacks and intense self doubt & low morale.. This year I fought like I never did my whole life, but failed and that broke me. It was also thi...s year that I realized how much I lost myself in circumstances and relationships that I didn’t know who I was when all hell broke loose.

But I’m grateful for all that shit that happened, because it was in 2013 when I found myself again - why I’m doing what I’m doing, what makes me happy, what I’m really passionate about, what I want in life, who are the people that will really stick around, who I can run to and rely on and who are those who truly matters. Blessings, answered prayers, affirmation, wisdom and strength came when most needed. If there’s one thing I’m most thankful for in 2013, it would be God bringing the machobaby Bughaw to our lives. MORE pamangkins please!

Thank God my December became EPIC: (despite being unproductive) I loved that I get to play ball again, loved the chance to reconnect with old friends and meet new ones, the get-togethers& walang kamatayang gimiks, the bonding, the amazing family time. Thank you to my family, my life-savers, my closest friends and barkadas, for keeping me sane! You know who you are.

I thought I had life all figured out, 2013 taught me that I still have a long way to go. So thanks for breaking and humbling me 2013, thanks for making me damn stronger. Thanks for making me feel alive. \m/

Let’s have a rocking 2014! I’m excited for how awesome it will be!